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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Everything that I've been through; no one will know,
It is because I'll never show.
Days seem to go by too fast,
I'm still grasping for some happiness from my past.
Reaching into thin air but not finding a single thing,
As my life become as thin as a string.
Smiles painted on my face beautifully like a piece of art,
At the same time feeling the torture of being ripped apart.
My lips are sealed with feelings that I can't display,
And though all the pain remains the same; I'm okay
However much that i want to deny,
The only thing that i could say is 'goodbye'
1:19 AM
inching towards the truth
Less than 2 months to Promos
i shall study everyday from now on...
a place where my mind is clear,
or at least i hope it'll be...
1:05 AM
inching towards the truth
Your words will always remain a mystery,
even if the last time since,
was long ago.
but,
u wasn't once forgotten,
or is it that i was nvr once remembered...
1:00 AM
inching towards the truth
Sunday, July 23, 2006
my sky...
will only rain for you...
other than tt...
it's always dark...
8:29 PM
inching towards the truth
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
yesterday was a lvl chi LC exam...
i slpt during the half an hr waiting time...
after the exam, everyone started discussing and quuarrelling over the ans,
in my mind,i was thinking
it's over, no use thinking abt it,
u wont know who's right or wrong..
which seems similar to things tt happens in life..
just a thought...
6:29 PM
inching towards the truth
Monday, July 17, 2006
Why are we still doing this?
Can we really escape our pain?
Are you the one that I truly miss?
Or do we have nothing left to gain?
We talk like we're just fine
Only reading between the lines
Dancing around the question
That is always on our minds
We say we'll be good friends
Or at least we'll be okay
But we barely go the distance
To even smile and say hey
You told me you were alright
But to others, you weren't
I can't stand this uncertainty
Of if we're completely over
We're not going anywhere with this
Just pushing each other apart
We're running around in circles
All because you broke something dearly to me...
10:05 PM
inching towards the truth
Thursday, July 13, 2006
I'm not here to say i'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie.
every smile hides tears...
7:10 PM
inching towards the truth
Monday, July 10, 2006
Grades :
A - <70%
B - 60%-69%
C - 55%-59%
D - 50%-54%
E - 45%-49%
S - 40%-44%
U - >40%
E to pass,S is Sub PASS, U is ungraded.
GP- D
Chi-B
Math- D
Chem- E
Physics - C
econs - D
what can i say...
it really makes me feel bad...
9:33 PM
inching towards the truth
Sunday, July 09, 2006
life really isnt going well for me,
days have been getting worse.
today,with my darn luck i got hit by a bird's "bomb",
i cant even win frm singapore pools and yet i got this crap.
next, think of my math paper that i got back,
dammit,what did i do during exam.
it would have been a sad ending.
and the rest of my life?
was nvr my way or even anywhere near pleasant.
someday,i'll die an unhappy person.
i know i will.
1:10 AM
inching towards the truth
Saturday, July 08, 2006
this isn't gonna be a good entry...
i flunk my maths with a mere pass...
and its the first paper that i got back...
what's more to come...
it hurts me so bad to know...
12:58 AM
inching towards the truth
Sunday, July 02, 2006
yesterday,
i went to watch movie with my frens(secondary sch frens)
we watched superman returns
it was really quite a pleasant movie with the story quite exciting.
After the movie, we went our seperate ways and went home.
i got home and contine playing my games,and out of a sudden, my phone vibrated.
"JIAHAO" was displayed on it.
SURE enuff it was him, and he again wanted to stay over at my hse AGAIN, with sherwin.
ya,watch soccer , they watch the first match and all went to sleep.
so i, without a place to lay down, i stayed awake.
playing DOTA and some other lame games tru the night.
and i realised that i feel more awake at 6 am in the morning when i don't slp,compared to sch days.
so i carried on staying awake, watching tv til arnd 4+ 5, den finally got to sleep.
yeah,stars yesterday night was okay,as usual nth much could be seen.
One day, i'll find a place where i can gaze at the night sky filled with glittering stars.
life goes on, even if it hurts.
11:38 PM
inching towards the truth