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Monday, December 26, 2005
DOWNCAST.....
haiz..
festive season..
yet..
4:00 PM
inching towards the truth
the most meaningful x'mas for the past 16 yrstoday,i cleared and tidied my room..
yeah!
i cant believe it took me 2 days
8 whole HRS!
ths yr's x'mas is the best so far..
stayed at home to tidy..
more than 200% more spacious..
pathetic isn't it..
wat kind of x'mas..
my way of coz..
thank u santa..
3:50 PM
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
some 'love' stuff i heard:
love with devotion will come to an end,love without devotion will be forever.u believe in tt??
without love,the world will be black and white.does it mean ppl with colour blindness will never be loved?
giving ur fullest and not expecting any frm the othe partyer.....i dont know abt tt
X'mas is a day filled with lovenegative..
my perception?i'll keep it a secret..
9:26 AM
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the hollowness,
the emptiness,
is there anything in me?
a question?an answer?
what am i saying?
wat am i typing?
ever felt that sudden pain in u
tt seems like forever?
ever felt tt sudden urge for desire?
ever felt like killing urself?
even though some of those feelings lasted less than 1 sec
ppl dwell over it?
well tts humans..
nvr see animals doing tt..
they just find another 1 i guess..
maybe tts why humans are smarter..
or is it the other way around.?i wonder..
aren't love songs suppose to encourage ppl?
or aren't they suppose to make ppl feel better?
i guess they make ppl feel even worse..
this is why humans are so despicable..
playing with both their own..
and other ppl's feelings..
4:00 AM
inching towards the truth
Saturday, December 24, 2005
x'mas is here..
and as usual...
like every yr..
im alone..
its just another ordinary day..
however..
this day..
shopping malls are crowded with ppl..
and me..
lazing at home..
rotting..
guess the only thing i can say is..
MERRY X'MAS mum,dad..
3:15 PM
inching towards the truth
Friday, December 23, 2005
this weird dream of mine....
i came on stage..
holding my instrument..
playing the the piece 'ARIA'
i started crying..
so did the audience..
WOW!..
i woke up...
cool dream..
hope it comes tru ...=)
1:47 PM
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why the world never can differentiate the good and bad
why must the good always be hidden..
why must the good ppl die with others thinking they're bad
WHY?
WHY KONG DIE??
3.5 hrs movie
-KONG..(note: not KANG)
9:45 AM
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
what happens to me isn't important..
most importantly..
are u..
my frens..
if there are any that regard me as 1 tt is..
8:51 PM
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Friday, December 16, 2005
to:people who appeared in my life for the past 16 yrs
firstly,a big thank you
no matter u ruined my life or watever
THANKYOU..
secondly,hope u all take good care of yourself
and a special thanks too many people whom i know
CMP,guai lan gang,band ppl-yz,john,seniors,juniors..,my pri sch frens(except one)..
hope my frens out there
u all will be alright..
=)
4:24 PM
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Chrismas..?
Presents..?
I don't really care..
On Christmas..
I just hope that you'll be there..
You never know..
All i hope for Christmas..
Is that you'll be happy..
Or is it that my Santa..
Will never come.. ...
Goodbye..
4:02 PM
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
if any of u guys out there..
know of females who are trying to make themselves stronger
both mentally and emotionally..
please..
take care of them..
in this kind world..
it's really a tiring chore for females who wants to become stronger
really..
take care..
it's not easy for them..
please..
4:00 PM
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hello..
long time nvr blog le..
just came to say something..
recently i fell in love with this song
(sesame st)ernie:"i don wanna live on the moon"
it's a really nice song..
4:00 PM
inching towards the truth
Monday, December 05, 2005
ni bu ai wo,shi wo she bu de
shi wo bu pei,wei ni zai lang bei
ni bu ai wo,ni zhen de bu ai wo
jing li er wei wo pin ming gei ye shi lang fei
ni bu ai wo,shi wo she bu de
shi wo bu pei,he ming yun zuo dui
ni bu ai wo,ni zhen de bu ai wo
yi zhi yi wei wo shi hou wei yuen lai zi shi na hou bei
-kangkang(tw)
goodbyeu will always linger in my mind
goodbye my friend...
3:31 PM
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
moral fibre
wat is it?
the dictionary says:it is one's determination
to do wat they think is right
but to me..
its different
moral fibre to me is to find tt one special thing
that one special person
whom u know is the most important
you will risk eveything for that special someone
ur life,ur future,everything
because from beneath you heart
U know
the juices are the sweetest
that is moral fibre...
1:41 PM
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
broken life
shattered mind
everything seemed to be black and white
everything seemed to meaningless
im stucked inside this situation
and i cant free my self from it
im stucked
im stucked
some one pls save me
please..i plead
or m i stuck forever
or will i ever be saved
i cant stop thinking about
i cant stop hoping about
but i'll never nvr get answers about
and i'll never understand about
3:03 PM
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shi ren yong yuan bu hui liao jie
wo xin li mian de xin jie
wo de xin zai li mian di ze xue
wo de lian shang dou shi lei
ru chi de lang bei
ru chi de pi bei
wo hai shi bu neng cha gan ta de lei
yin wei ta hai jai wo xin li mian
lui ze yi ge wei
diao xia de yan lei
dui wo lai suo wu xuo wei
jui da de xuo wei
jui shi ta de yan lei
he kan jian ta de xin sui
2:50 PM
inching towards the truth
Friday, December 02, 2005
mask
everyone in the world wear's a mask
no one wans other ppl to see their negative side
only the positive side is presented on the surface
but something's different for some
mine hid my real self
hiding frm the world
if someday it drops and break
i'll no longer be smiling
no more.....
wat's ur mask?...
+_+
2:52 PM
inching towards the truth
Thursday, December 01, 2005
juan sheng li kai..
wo you hua dan suo bu chu lai
kan ni bei yin man man de li qu
wo de xin ye man man de hui qu
ni de re zi guo de hao ma?
wo de xin tiao de hao man
ye zi yi tian yi tian de guo
wo bi yi qian gen nan guo
ni ye bu bi jian qiang zai suo ai wo
wo de lin hun zao yi pian pian de diao luo
man man de pin chou
pin cheng yi ge bu zhen zhen de wo...
-wk
11:07 PM
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i tried....
not say i din try....
but...
it just dint work out i guess...
its nvr gonna..
...
shall i try again?
....
i really do not know...
8:05 PM
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