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Friday, March 31, 2006
My naive dreams were short lived
The feeling is so distant now and has turned cold with the passage of time
I don't feel anything
not the sound of the bell, nor the passage of time
i don't feel lonely
im numbed...
10:49 PM
inching towards the truth
Sunday, March 26, 2006
ppl WIIL die,
every1 noes that they will die somehow someday.
death is inevitable.
death god is a must.
ironically,every1 fears death,
desperately running away frm death.
defying the means of death,
how horrible...
6:39 PM
inching towards the truth
Friday, March 24, 2006
up in the sky,
stars hung up high.
no 1 ever realise,
that stars are up there in the sky.
busy is an excuse,
troublesome is also an excuse.
never should we forget the little stars that gave us light,
neither should we forget those ppl that give us might.
omg this sounds so crap,
some1 give me 1 tight slap.
im freaking drousy,
and i admit that im lousy.
all i wish for is a hole to hide,
isolating myself at a side.
i suck,
f***.
sian...
something crappy,
nth better to do...
zzzz
11:08 PM
inching towards the truth
ok...
went for 1st PJCSB band prac today...
there's 2 othe J1s in my section
both quite pro...
which will mean better..
its fun when the band is filled with pros..
den can play nice pieces without much difficulty..zzz
tired...
band ends at 730...
i reach home 9
zzzzz
11:05 PM
inching towards the truth
Thursday, March 23, 2006
The radiance of the sun is always the brightest when it is setting...
10:12 PM
inching towards the truth
Sunday, March 19, 2006
second BBQ for the week,but this time,it was at sc's condo.
nothing much to play at his condo,no courts no nth, but a table soccer room.
well,the BBQ was free,and i got to eat 2 crabsticks for BBQ.
like i said before,im slow and busy.
we were playing tablesoccer when they started eating.
it wasn't until 20 mins or so later that we realise they had already started.
however,there was buffet so it was ok.
i was filled up after my first round while the others go for third and forth rounds.
BIG appetite.
(suppose to have picture of me an zp on the road.. for some reason it cant upload)
this picture was taken today.
the road was suddenly empty.
so i started to be stupid and sat in the middle of the road.
then next comes zp and we both do pushups in the middle or the road.
lame isn't it?
hahaha....
nothing better to do...
signing off..
1:33 AM
inching towards the truth
Monday, March 13, 2006
SAT
i went to buy my uniform,
the shop was like packed and crowded when i reach there,
with all the people from different schools(mostly JCs).
and the reason was,tt is one of the few shops that sells JC uniforms,
with a stupid shop name-bibi and baba.
with all the people there queuing for the fitting room,
i was not really in the mood to wait.
so i tried on jing hao's set of uniform,
since he bought it.
it was like a big shirt that nearly touch my knee cap.
well, heck with it all,i bought the same set as jing hao.
size16 shirt,34 pants
i think i look like a balloon wearing them.
anywat,we all went to the IT fair after that to see the massive crowd in the show room.
but it was fine comapared to the time during x'mas,
at least i am able to walk normal steps.
well, the IT show was quite enriching for me as i got to know some really advance gadgets that i don't really care.
i didn't know that cameras now goes to 7 mega pixels.
next comes dinner,had quite a tough time looking for seats with 7 ppl.
marina's food court wasn't that great but since it's in the town, there aren't many places to eat tt is good and not crowded.
SUN:CMP DAY
today's CMP BBQ day.
although CMP has a boss,
the boss did practically nothing,
he just came and eat and didn't help in anything.
well that's the boss.
BBQ was ok except that i didn't eat much as usual.
i always cant eat much during BBQs,
2 reasons,slow reaction and busy.
i'm either too slow to get any cooked food(especially when zp's around)
or i am busy BBQ-ing.
after that we had a short basketball game,
it was fun having most of the people playing.
next comes the CMP trademark:last minute activities.
we decided to 'ton' at wei ji's hse.
we went there and played xbox and computer games.
but until around 3 am in teh morning,there wasn't anythings for me to do.
so i just lie down and dream.
what comes next?
i fell asleep without knowing.
and after a few hrs of sleep.
i was awaken by a noise.
it sounded like sound monster or dinosaur roaring.
well,it was someone snoring.
it was so loud that i woke up numerous times because of that.
and at some moment, we had a choir of roar(snore)
some1 added to the 'beautiful' sound effect we weer having,
but that was for a moment,
after that the king dorminated.
we woke up around 10 + in the moring and headed for breakfast,
and went back to wei ji's hse to play pool after that.
it was as if his house was a chalet.
anyway, we head home after that,
killed alot of time for the weekend.
got to study ...
signed off.
11:42 PM
inching towards the truth
Saturday, March 11, 2006
rite...
im freakin tired now...
came back just b4 11 because of tt stupid rule...
well we had PJ road run today...
its the second road run for me since JJ had 1 b4...
haiz...
tired...
gonna sleep...
my OG is quite a bore though i think some of the guys are ok...
but i think i very suay this yr...
dunnoe why....
haiz...
anyway...
im gonna settle and start studying now...
wont be blogging much from now on...
take care peeps...
my ct looks...haha...ok ok ba...
12:26 AM
inching towards the truth
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
RITE!!
EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE IN CAPS FOR THIS ENTRY...
COZ IM SUPER DUPER PAISEH TODAY
DID A STUPID THING...
PLAYED SOMETHING SIMILAR TO MUSICAL CHAIR TO DAY DURING ORIENTATION
WELL...
I SAT ON SOME 1 I DUNNO
AND ITS A GAL...
WITH A GUY SITTING ON ME ALSO
SO ITS LIKE SHE HAD TO WITH STAND 2 PPL'S WEIGHT?
OMG
I WAS DAMN PAISEH LA
THE ROUND AFTER TT I DIN DARE TO SIT DOWN AGAIN LO
JUST STAND THERE...
HAIZZZ
im really really sincerely sorrie abt tt..
sorrie...
haiz...
im so dead paiseh...
guess this will bother me for a long time...
8:44 PM
inching towards the truth
Saturday, March 04, 2006
There's no need for you to say anything...
i already know,everything's rite b4 my eyes...
don't be sad...i know...
there's no need for explaination...
everyone needs more comfort...
you're not alone...
i'll be hurt,
to see you bothered with things..
destiny?maybe not...
the world is always cruel
i wish i could share your burden...
just to lighten your load...
those beautiful words ...
were never meant for me...
fate?possible?never...
the world IS cruel...
but...
You are not alone...
....good bye...
10:11 PM
inching towards the truth
...dead...or alive...? ....
2:39 PM
inching towards the truth