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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
weilong ,LOTF and me
for once fab is not tall
11:41 PM
inching towards the truth
elvis an
d frens
award winning picture(3rd in photohunt)
caption:where is table 100?
12:41 PM
inching towards the truth
CMP(without sherwin and weilong)
new CMP(lol)
12:24 PM
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thank you...
if u noe who u are
7:40 AM
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6:36 AM
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
its prom today!!!!
am i excited?
not really
but hope it'll be fun
FINALLY!!
i m able to leave this school
im so glad
BYE BYE COMMONWEALTH
9:50 PM
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i hope that when u leave
the 'me' that u rmb would be the one when everything juz started
the 'me' that always joke with u
the 'me' that always makes fun of u
i hope that when u leave
the 'me' that u rmb wouldn't be the one i m now
the 'me' that ran away
the 'me' that u hate
everything's done now
u should be glad that im finally giving up
not because i don like u anymore
but because u no longer care anymore
it may just be my guess u say
but i know its true
from beneath me
i wish u all the best
even if it doesn't mean anything to u no more
9:51 AM
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Friday, November 25, 2005
NEW HAIR
LOOK LIKE BENGS
RUBY COLOURED HAIR
WTF
NEW SHIRTS
NEW LIFE
same old me
haiz
never healed
9:09 PM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
smile
is it that difficult to smile?
i asked myself
is it wrong to say sorrie?
i asked myself once more
answers?
never
people a smile can brighten oneself
but it never work on me
because i never hand that kind of talent
sad but smiling
a black face u may say
i never want to deny
there's nothing wrong with that
people say 'sorrie' is a word that resolve problems
ironically for me
it created more problems
isnt that weird
or is it juz because of me
guess leaving is the onli solution for me
turning away each time
hurts me each time
wat else can i do
thinking too much people say
i dont think so
human's are born to think
isn't it
guess im a failure
so let be it
i cant do NUTS
all along humans are always the same
people may be happy for the whole day
but a single unhappiness
so be it a tiny or small one
people gets emotional
and starts getting moody and vexed
that's juz humans
knowing too much causes troubles
telling the truth results in crap
SO WATS THERE IN THE WORLD THAT IS RIGHT!
8:16 PM
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poker
someone's gonna lose
someone's gonna win
everything's destined
before it started
nothing's gonna change
no1 can stop wats gonna happen
its juz like relationships
none of us know wat the other person is thinking
neither does the players knows each other's hand
but one thing's for sure
everyone's waiting for their best hand
the best time of theirs
the best side of themselves
presented to people
but in the end
no1's gonna win
no1 ever won
its juz that
8:09 PM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Ever heard the cry of darkness
or even the cry of solitude
the voice of loneliness
the laughter that seemed so far
how ironic is it
something or someone that seems so significant to me
can seem so insignificant to others
things that i've said
things that i've done
yet,there's nothing i can do
not even a simple sorrie
wat should i say
i cant stop u from saying anithing
i cant stop u from doing anithing
only thing that i can do is to stay quiet
and hope that u're alright
the happiness of yours means everything to me
not being able to give u happiness
i rather leaving than dragging on
seeing u smile is my greatest wish ever
take care...
8:18 PM
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
wat am i to u?
who am i to u?
a fren?
someone u hate?
anyone?
hatred?
frenship?
anything?
i never know
i never will
until u tell me
im always confuse
im always anxious
worrying about wat u say
wat u think
but it never work out
its always the same thing repeating itself
same mistakes again and again
am i wrong to do those things
or am i wrong to say those things
im wrong
wat do i gonna do to make u understand
wat do i gonna do to make u happy?
how i wish i know
i hope i know
but i'll never
never
2:34 PM
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Friday, November 18, 2005
fifth phase of my life had just started
7:33 PM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
hey yo!!
second last day to freedom!!!
man..o's are finally over.....
and its so much easier than i expected
woah!!
sound so hao lian...
nahz...kiddin...
wonder how much can i get
hopefully below 10
lolz
planning for the holidays after the Os
haha
gonna work to pay my O's fee
400 bucks!!!! insane...
guess my holidays are gone...
man....i miss making good music...
especially those beautiful tunes..
man...i gonna change these holidays man...
gonna prepare for the next stage in my life...
hopefully it would be better then sec life
people.....TAKE CARE!!
5:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
elloz..
alwayz blog about those stuff
running out of ideas
so juz crap something here
getting sick here
exam fever
zzzzz
my eyes hurt
but guess i don give a damn
man...please treasure ur frens
o levels going to end soon
man..
im tired of studying
8:13 PM
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In solitude,
i sat there alone.
i gazed up into the sky,
i saw a dream of u.
there u are,
looking like a child.
so promising,
yet so far.
am i ever gonna reach u,
i asked myself.
i never got an answer.
however bad situations are,
however cold i am alone.
for i believe in this winter sky,
the fields of hope.
8:07 PM
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
Everytime you look this way
i wished that i have the gutd to say this
there's something in your eyes
there's something in your smile
there's something in your face
you make me wanna smile
you make wanna cry
there's something special about you
something unforgetable
unable to forget your eyes
unable to forget your smile
unable to forget your face
everything about you lingers in my mind
missing you
thinking about you
evey moment
everytime
i close my eyes
you are there
you made my life
Thank you
7:23 PM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
alot of ppl say this blog full of sad stuff
so here's something a bit happier
here goes
ever wonder why the sky is blue?
as well as the sea?
or why clouds are white?
roses are red?
because there's a rainbow in every of our hearts
colours make the world go round(not love)
without colour
there wont be emotion
or even feeling
red for anger
blue for sad
white for pure
never ever thought of thanking colours for making this world so wonderful?
or u may say the world sux
its true
but think of the rainbows in everyone's heart
see the beauty of the world from them
think of ur closest people
ppl who cares
who love
who hates
think of the goodness
take in a big breathe
before u lose everything
so CHEERS!!
take care my frens =)
10:41 PM
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a coward i am
naive
childish
i am.
thinking that u'll never turn back
a smile on my face
feelin miserable that u'r leaving.
i'm no great poet like William shakesphere
i cant write any great stories about us
but i can
this time
write a perfect end
gone...
10:33 PM
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i sit at the corner of the cafe
not noticed by anyone
long forgotten how to say
long forgotten how to smile
no matter how unbearable it is
u left
i cant believe the fact tt things turned out like this
nothing
im left with nth
just like a useless person
on the way back home
tears
i once again broke down
nevertheless i walked on
unable to be like before
wat else can i say
wat else can i do
how i wish u were there
but u have to go
no matter wat
8:04 PM
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i close my eyes
and i can see
the days we've had
just one moment
i knew
u'r my best fren
until the end
however sad it is
somethings hav to end someday
it is especially saddening
when it is something like this
but somehow
someday
we have to say goodbye
1:52 PM
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here i am again
with all my crap
wat can i say
wat can i do
alone
silence
so frightening
and deafening
heart shattered
ear drums pierced
yet
im still alive
waiting
calling out to that one person
that very person that im waiting for
hoping to hear signs
foot steps in the dark
walking on that purest white snow
a hand
streched to save me
save me from hell
but she gone now
all because of a idiot
me,ME, FREAKING ME!
u noe TT!!
no u dont
never u will
i'm tired
guess she's the same
its never gonna be like the past
things change
they will
someday
somehow
we'll meet again
totally strangers i predict
or shall i say i know
CHEERS GUYS!!!:)
a smile is said to maake ppl happy
but i dont think its working
maybe time will help
10:43 AM
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he,will always be the good guy
and i,will always be the bad
he,backstabbed me
not letting me noe
but i,forgive and forget
fren i regard him as
something useful he sees in me
using me
lying to me
i dint fight back
i rather stay this way
den lose a fren
i'll always be the sucker with the shorter end of the stick
10:38 AM
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frens.
wat are they
who are they
do i hav any?
do i hav many
are real frens?
are they true
i noe im not
no one noes me well
not even my parents
not even myself
tears stained my face
leaving scars everywhere
u noe how much it hurts
to see frens leavin
one by one
nvr again shall i b the one i used to b
nvr again shall i put in my true feelins
nvr again shall i b myself again
as my heart
my soul
once shattered
and broken
will nvr b the same
even if fixed together
cracks still remained
is life ever tt tough
i ask
is life ever so short
i guess so
and i hope so
10:27 AM
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