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Monday, May 29, 2006
well... some pics from pjcsb last performance day...
leon taking this pic
...mass pic...
finally leon is in the picture
9:30 PM
inching towards the truth
Sunday, May 28, 2006
well...
yesterday watched THE DAVINCI CODE
wats so special
well
TTS THE SECOND TIME I WATCH IT
lol...
the first was on the day before...
with mark jay and sherwin..
yesterday's was with the seniors frm band...
SAM treated me to the movie..
they had passed out... ow....
well...
for the second time...
i watch the show...
nth new...
BUT...
for those who watched...
i slept frm the time when Silas died..
to the part where they found the woman's ROYAL family..
wonder how long is tt...
haha..
i din really realise i slept...
til when i woke up..
and wondering where's the ISSAC NEWTON PART...
omg...
i slept tru it...
Leon said it was like 30 mins...
omg
a new finding frm the second time watching it...
comfortable to slp...
12:54 PM
inching towards the truth
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i know...
it's obvious...
i was nvr the same as... ...
nor was i anywhere near...
but whatever it is...
thank you...
for being...
i appreciated it...
9:49 PM
inching towards the truth
i'll spread my wings...
and i'll learn how to fly...
though it's not easy to say goodbye...
i have to take a risk...
take a chance...
make a change...
and break away...
breakaway...
-cool-
8:31 PM
inching towards the truth
the once per yr 24 hr had passed...
just as i expected...
nth much happened...
2 to 3 greetings which i really appreciate...
how sad it is when even my mum forgot abt this very day...
haiz...
like i said...
life sucks...
wont expect much....
really thank those hu rmbed...
haiz...
its just so sad...
7:11 PM
inching towards the truth
Monday, May 22, 2006
the day is here...
and i don't intend to do anything...
it's not worth to do anything...
signing off..
5:28 PM
inching towards the truth
Friday, May 19, 2006
each day...
i live with a dreadful heart...
nvr was my world bright...
nor was it coloured...
dull as it is...
life goes on...
what choice do i have...
i cant possibly suicide...
im not dumb to that extent...
and also...
its better to suffer alone than torture others...
sufferings nvr end...
will my saviour ever come?
wish is all that i can do...
even if i know it is hopeless...
hopeless...
11:55 PM
inching towards the truth
peace...
empty...
blank...
pure...
black...
white...
dark...
clouds...
stars...
moon...
snow...
space...
grey...
dreams...
sunset...
horizon...
death...
11:52 PM
inching towards the truth
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Bad luck,BAd luck,BAD luck...
that is all i get each day...
haiz...
my life sucks...
let me give u an example of bad luck:
everyday i go to sch taking either 180 or 160
and for the 3 times that i take the 160 bus...
i knock my head onto the top part of the exit when i alight...
not once
not twice
but thrice for 3 trips...
how ' lucky!'
haiz...
im not meant to be on this world...
no use expressing how sad i m...
u'll nvr know my world...
with all the this that had happened over the years...
looking back...
its forever black and white...
8:39 PM
inching towards the truth
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
the day is finally somewhat near...
some how instead of feeling excited...
im feeling dreadful...
ever since my pri sch yrs...
tt day has been one of the worst days every yr...
every thing seems so fast on that day...
everything seems so dull...
i'll nvr...
i'll nvr...
get what i hope for...
get what i wish for...
on that day....
nvr was that day ever good for me...
how i wish...
how i hope...
that day...
was nvr there...
and it'll nvr come...
7:46 PM
inching towards the truth
Monday, May 15, 2006
late at nite... im still awake...
doing last min stuff again...
zzz...
man, i suck...
haiz...
what's the point...
forget it...
1:22 AM
inching towards the truth
Saturday, May 13, 2006
i din know quarrelling over msn could be so dramatic...
even with just letters and all the crap...
quarrelling with a fren isnt some thing fun...
the year 2006 sucks big time...
everything's gone wrong...
i foresee all the crap im gonna face...
sorrie...
1:57 PM
inching towards the truth
Friday, May 12, 2006
It's hard to find the words...
for what i want to say...
all my life...
i've been lost and searching...
now i've feel i've found...
the single light if i chase it...
the elusive future wont come to rest...
everytime...
everytime...
as i stand in place...
the smiles and tears start piling up...
no matter how long this somber night is...
a morning will always come...
10:25 PM
inching towards the truth
Thursday, May 04, 2006
courage is wat i need..
a glimpse of the sunset of tml...
at first we draw oue own horizon...
but now we can gaze tru the same spyglass...
your heart stirred the tears of destiny...
so i'll take the helm with a backhand grip...
we may cast off our bonds and our pasts...
but we'll still be smiling...
if those tears help our dreams come true ...
we wont regret them...
my life...
we'll catch the glimpse of the sunset tml...
10:22 PM
inching towards the truth
*sneeze*
i've been sneezing non-stop yesterday...
well at least i came home early skipping band sectionals...
rest i should...
i ended sleeping my way through the night...
and there's a CHEM LECTURE TEST TODAY?
haiz...
always sick at the wrong time...
well..
i feel really really sick man...
it has been a long time since i fell this sick...
haiz...
like i always say..
retribution...
...
thank you...
9:27 PM
inching towards the truth